The Day I Watched "The Holiday" in June

So I skipped my first day yesterday. I am kind of mad at myself. I hope I will not make that a habbit. I talked to my best friend today, Martha I miss her so much. My mom and I are both PMSing so being home is driving me a little crazy.

So I am sitting here watching The Holiday on TBS it is making me real happy.

Lets see where to start?

YESTERDAY (The Day of My Love AARON TVEIT!!!!!)
I saw a movie (another movie) at the SIFF Festival, Howl starring the lovely James Franco BUT Aaron Tveit was in it, as Allan Ginsbergs lover. How i love Aaron. (that photograph above is of him) he is by far my celebrity crush, i am a little nervous he may be gay, because i am also obsessed with another gay man, Neil Patrick Harris. But Neil Patrick Harris is more of a role model a man who just makes me happy while Aaron is just perfect. (MY CELEBRITY CLOTHING)

TODAY.

watching the Holiday, i cannot wait for the Tony Awards tonight. I went to London in January and saw a lot of wonderful theater but the best show was Red. I was amazed by it. and it went to New York and the two men are nominated I hope they both win.

I am going back to Martha, which i brought up with in the beginning. When I was chit chatting with her i figured out that my dress analogy went out the window my idea of men is now becoming a wardrobe i feel like hopefully someday i will find panties, underwear, those booty shorts (not too short), a sweater, a shirt, a blouse and so on.

Well off to my brothers graduation party. :D

YAYYYYYYYY tarot card of the day

PRESENT: 9 of pentacles


PS i am at the part of the movie where jude law and cameron diaz are starting to kiss.

PPS I had a jude cameron moment.... next day story (BE EXCITED)

The Day My Grandma Came to Town

This photo i think for me is my love for photography, as much as I love being in photos I would so much rather take photos.

I realized i have not put a photo up of my hair. That made me sound a little conceided but my grandma is in town and driving from the airport to come home right now and she is going to hate it. I know i should not care what she thinks because she is a little crazy, but I do.

Anyway in all honesty along with this Summer of Sarah and my crazy boy adventures and thoughts I should let you know a secret. When i started dating a guy and really liking him this year i told my grandma and her response was, "Don't settle yet, you need to date a lot of guys." When she said that at the time my thought was, "She could not possibly understand." "She is crazy". Boy was I wrong. I admit it. So even if you have a great outfit that doesn't mean that there is just one, and maybe there is an even better outfit out there for you. I am still looking and loving and enjoying all the outfits that i have encountered :)

The one thing that I think is hard that i have not brought up yet is when you lose an outfit, or your favorite dress rips, or it just does not fit anymore, like guys not everything works out. I think it is funny because when we are younger we definitely would cry about losing our favorite dress or it not fitting but now we do not. But we do cry over boys all the time. I have lost a lot of men. A lot of them do not talk to me, or just do not make an effort and it can be difficult because at one point in time they meant the world to me and now it is just a memory.

BUT WE CANNOT LIVE IN THE PAST. :)

We should learn to enjoy those memories (when i say we, i think i should be saying I hahaha). Anyway i am learning to look at them positively and learning to get excited for what is to come in my life.

Summer Goal Number 1: Go on an old Fashioned date, where the guy perhaps even calls my home phone :P I think I would Jump For Joy!

Tarot Cards for the day!!

What's At Hand: X of pentacles
Past Influence: The Devil
Ponder This: V of pentacles
What to Do: VIII of pentacles

Lots of pentacles :)

Have a Lovely FRIDAY
TTFN
<3

The Day I Saw A French Film

So This post may be a bit short. I am trying to get it done before it becomes Friday. So it is Thursday, I had quite an interesting day.

First, I worked. I love working i work as a camp counselor type thing and i get to pretty much entertain little kids. I love to entertain people and kids are so easy you tell a story in a funny accent and they think you are so funny. It is pretty awesome if you ask me. It also gives me great material. My favorite question to ask is, "what do you want to be when you grow up?" It tests their imagination. I have gotten responses like, a jedi knight, a zoo-keeper, a princess, a rock star, and today someone said I want to watch 100 TV shows in one day....... where has imagination gone? What is the world coming to?

Anyway I cannot dwell on things i cannot fix. I then did a little work out while watching a cooking channel. Pretty much i ended up leaving the gym sooner to get me some lunch. But with that I had a lot of energy even though i spent the night before laughing and dancing the night away with some buddies.

But yes, i then took some photos as i love to do and did some tarot
My Present Card: The Emperess :)

Now it is time for the main topic the outfit, or the clothing of the day. All the special clothes are not always in my closet. Sometimes you see the best things when you are window shopping because you get the chance to just imagine how great it is and it is just about the look itself. The color, the material the cute trim, it is that feeling that you would do anything for that dress but at the same time you are kind of intimated.

Now i am not talking about celebrities, because you see those are the clothes you see in magizines and on the TV shows and billboards and so on, i am talking about right in front of your eyes with just a little piece of glass in your way.

I met my perfect window shop guy. He was Russian and beautiful he had just come out of a film at SIFF and he had a camera (I love guys with camera's) he had an accent (a guy with an accent makes me weak in the knees) he was fantastic and kept walking by and making eye contact with me.....

that even the guy in line next to me said i should get his number :P

Made me feel pretty awesome if i do say so, even though i could not get the courage to actually do anything, it will be a new thought for here i guess.

ttfn
i think i made it in time!!

PS the picture is of my friend lian who did tarot with me

The Day of The Haircut

So I got a haircut, a picture will be up soon. It is kind of edgy. :) its a bob.

So the picture i took for today was a photo of my friend Caroline. She is pretty much beautiful. I am enjoying taking photographs. Again it is weird being home, it is good to see my old friends BUT living with my family again, sharing cars, their emotions, sometimes there is a lot of tension built up. We get mad at each other instead of whatever is actually bugging us.

Anyway back to Caroline she is pretty fantastic. She had the idea that my blog would consist of stories about men because i already worked on something along those lines, a one woman show called, Sarah's Fruit Salad of Love. So instead of that i will be doing dresses, and i did go shopping (in both ways) today. I bought this ridiculous top at Anthropologie, it fit really well, but it is a little ridiculous, it is hard to wear and definitely something my momma and grandma would not approve of.

That top reminded me of a boy, I will not call him a man because he was not one at the time. He was older then me, a little too old so not really the type the parents adore, but there was something about him i found so safe, but so forbidden. But i ended up growing out of him, kind of like this top, i feel like it may always fit but in ten years it will not work as a shirt. I may keep it for costume type things in the future. BUT anyway this guy I once was leaning in to give him a hug but we leaned in different directions that I ended up slapping him in the face..... crazy i know. but those are the kind of things i do, he is also the guy who I asked him if he wanted a chocolate kiss, he looked at me with a smile on his face, i gave it to him, and that smile was gone. Oh Boy. Well maybe i will be lucky this summer and along with that cute new top find me a cute new guy (not a boy or a man).

Let's finish with my Tarot Card for this evening :)
Temperance (upside down)

ttfn <3

The First Day of Sun, the Eigth Day of June = Seattle

Welcome to the Summer of Sarah,

It is June 8th. I have a feeling this blog will consist of many photos, so i have an excuse to take them. i went to the beach yesterday when the sun PEAKED out in the rainy Washington and the camera came with me. :)

I have been home from my sophomore year of college for three weeks and I honestly feel like I have done nothing, not just in those three weeks, but in the year. I know I have done things yes, I have grown as a person BUT I have not had that one moment that i will remember, the one thing that changed me, I have had many difficulties.

These difficulties come from lots of things but I think mainly I have had problems with the men in my life. When my friends discussed this we started comparing men to dresses, ridiculous I know but hear the idea out....

When you have a dress that you just love, that you want, that is the ideal "prom" dress it fits you perfectly and it is just the right look, you will never let go of that dress, you know it is the one, you will give all your money away, it is that important. That is the man you love, you are willing to give all of yourself to him, nothing can stand in the way even if you have to do distance that prom dress will sit in the closet you know you want it. nothing can stand in the way of your perfect man or dress, unless it is your parents but in that case you can pull the whole romeo and juliet thing. Then there is the dress you buy because you like it but your not too sure about it. You end up loving it because you realized it fits well it makes you feel good and it becomes your favorite everyday dress, but it did not start out that way, that represents those relationships we all get into that we enjoy but are not too sure about in the beginning. And then there are my relationships, the kind where you go to good will you see something cheap that fits and you enjoy it for awhile but then you realize it has be hurt by someone, someone gave it a way for a reason, and not every dress has to be new but you do not want to go getting something because it is easy.

SO in this summer of Sarah I will be doing things for me, and finding those special dresses and taking a break from vintage and used clothes shopping.

Let me leave you with the tarot card reading of the day:
Quick Draw
1. Past (The Devil)
2. Present (8 off pentacles)
3. Future (The Emperor)

:)